THE MYTH

/ Sunday, September 25, 2005 /
Jackie Chan's The Myth is nice!

Though Jackie Chan is not yandao, Kim Hee Seon is super super super chio.

She has got a scene in this cave where the Qin dynasty's castle and fleets of army float, due to some meteorite behavior. She dressed like Chang Er lor. Very very chio lar. Chio until I forgot Jackie is not a yandao.

She flew here and there and the theme song played. When will I become like her man.

Too enchanting already. It's theme song (current default song), Endless Love, is very very nice also, sung by the two lead actor and actress too.

This movie made my vocabulary seems private limited. I only know how to use very very super super nice chio.

Go watch okay.

HK DISNEYLAND THE GRAND OPENING CELEBRATION ALBUM

/ Thursday, September 22, 2005 /
New songs updated!


[香港迪士尼樂園開幕紀念專輯]

06. 海洋之心(電影The Little Mermaid) - 蔡依林 (Default song playing now, MY FAV OK.)
09. 風之彩(電影Pocahontas) - 李玟
10. 不死的真愛(電影Beauty And The Beast) - 容祖兒

TIARA

/ Wednesday, September 14, 2005 /


Don't laugh at me. I know I can never be Ms Universe but I dare to wear it out OKAY!
Singapore's Ms Bai Chi I shall be.








REFLECTIONS FOR THE PAST SEM

/ Sunday, September 11, 2005 /

Waa EXHIBITION LEH. My group and fellow classmates' interactive installations are now being exhibited at NYP's Blk M, Level 4. Please give support, though there are only like 5 installations. Hahaha 'so faarnie' (esme).



What a happy and wonderful Sunday today is!

I woke up at around 1 plus in the afternoon just now and the first thing I did is to have a good shower. To wash away the past semester's stress and franticness.

I have just submitted my last assignment yesterday, which was already late for two days.

This year's stress is totally different from the stress I had in my poly's second year. Last year, it was like, so new so much so blardy hard.



This year, it is so much So Much and STILL SO BLARDY MUCH CAN.



Pengz lor. I knew all the assignments were within my ability and yet I could still feel stressful about them. Mr Choong still add heck to my stress.

And heck is a noun okay.

I have seen and changed quite a bit this year. Different perspectives of people and of myself. Nothing new to anybody out there, it was just me who realised these perspectives a bit the late.



Sounds like it is time for some reflections on the past semester ding dong ding dong!



I shall talk on other people first.

Other people = My friends, my family, not me myself.



Firstly, I have come to this conclusion that good friends should not work together in the same team. I know a lot of people have already realised this. But I stubbornly thought that it is not a problem for me and Tak Yee.

We have been sticking together like some cemented two pieces of thing ever since first year, even longer than any boyfriend I had. No one has ever tried to separate us also.

I treasure this gifted friendship a lot. I do not want to spoil it because of work conflicts. This year it happened, but was resolved very quickly.

Luckily, there are no more projects coming up.

This happened to another group in my Advance Web class also. I hate to see this kind of things and will never want to see this anymore okay people.



Next, I want to thank Davian for helping me to relieve a bit of my workload when it piled to the peak. He even went to his friend's house because of me as his computer crashed a while ago.

He helped me do the crappy 1500-words essay for National Education. This incident made me realise the purpose of his existence in my life.















GOTCHA! I am not those practical kind of person okay.

I meant that he is really a very very worthy friend to have.



No word can describe how grateful I am to him, because the topic was,

"60th Anniversary of defeat - Japan's World war II"



I'd rather fail National Education I tell you.



My parents also cared a lot for me the past semester.

There was one time when I was editing the video I posted earlier, my computer lagged until I could take a nap everytime I clicked something. The video file was damn big and my computer had only 256 mb of ram. So I complained to the air,

"Sian Lor. SO SLOW. How to finish like that!"

My mother heard and asked me what it is that causes my computer to be slow. I always could not be bothered to talk about computer stuffs with her as she will never get it. So I just replied her,

"The RAM lor." Then as usual, she will continue to probe,

"What is RAM? Is it spoilt or what?" Then I kept quiet as I just felt angry with the computer and did not want to talk anymore.



After a while, my father came out of the room and my mother started telling him my computer is spoilt all these. Now when I think back, she was quite cute, hor.

I still remained silent. I tell you, I can stay quiet for three days when I am working on my assignment. So my father asked her why she said that the computer is spoilt. She then came to my right side, pulled a chair, sat down beside me and asked,

"So the RAM you were talking about is spoilt is it?"

I just shook my head. She continued to question,

"Then what can be done to make it faster leh? Now is it still very slow? Huh?"



"AHHH! I AM VERY ANGRY NOW, AND I DON'T HAVE THE TIME ALREADY, DON'T TALK TO ME CAN!"
was my reply.



I feel like crying now, thinking about how I replied, maybe it is also because of Jay's song that is playing now as I typed.



The worst thing is, she just sighed and walked away.



SHE CARED SO MUCH ABOUT MY PROBLEM, YET I FARKINGLY TREAT HER LIKE THAT.

Wall, can you please bang me.



When I finally gave up and decided to rush it out in school next day, I went to have my dinner. My mother then asked me again about it. I could tell she really wanted to share my problem. This time round, I talked in a calm way.

"No lar, our computer's RAM is 256mb, then my project needs at least double the current size of RAM to work faster."

She immediately stood up and went into the room to tell my father.



WHY HAVEN'T THE WALL BANGED ME?!






Anyway, my father also cared a lot. He went to purchase a 512mb RAM and replaced the old RAM almost immediately after I mentioned.

Furthermore, he kept on asking me whether I want to eat this or that, like he was worried I will forget to eat when I worked so engrossly.

But, forget to eat? That shall wait till I forget who I am first.






Now, I am going to talk about myself.

My temper and character changed a lot. I used to be very simple-minded, very passive and very quiet when it comes to group work.

Now, I am rather sad to admit this, I have become a little more shrewd in terms of working with people.

I begin to look down on people who cannot deliver when they are given the simplest task in the whole universe. WHY AM I LIKE THAT! I am supposed to be simple and embrace anyone who works with me!

I begin to sound serious, become angry easily and will voice out VERY LOUD if I think anybody is not doing their part well. I used to be those quiet quiet type and will bear with all sorts of rubbish from anybody.

Somehow, I think this is a good change. Change to be more like a person with urgency, which is what Mr Choong wants.

My environment has caused this change. The stress, pressure, gradings and gradings, paces, competitions and reality.



The irony is, I am adding myself on to the number of practical beings in the working society, at least gradually.
 
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