Histories

Yesterday night after dinner at home, I was suddenly inspired from nowhere to find my neoprints from school days. Did I say I'm not a History person many times here before? I realised, after looking back at all these past stuffs I am more convinced that I am not!

To me, every day in History couldn't be any better than today and tomorrow.

Yeah, I still smiled at funny moments caught on those tiny stickers, but, it's not very nice to see myself in 2 high pony tails with short fringe okay. Definitely not with the flat hair I spent hours using water to comb it down in toilet either. That is why I won't be showing those neoprints here muahaha.

'How I wished I'd trimmed my eyebrows meeting him then!'

'Gosh... Which side of my brain told me to do a pose like that...'


Sigh. The ME then must have thought the new hairstyle I did was much better than yesterday's, and even yay-ed.

Then, since I don't like History, why am I keeping all these memories in that shoebox?

Seriously, I HAVE NO IDEA. For a clean and green Earth? Reduce, Reuse, Recycle? Or, am just being superstitious that throwing pictures might get some ill-omen when bad people pick them up? I don't know!

Maybe, I just kept them to proof that I have a better present and future, to serve as a reminder and encouragement that nothing as bad as yesterday will happen today.

Not really... It didn't feel like any of the above reasons.


It felt.. just like my blog. I don't read my past entries.. I will only retrieve them for information I need.



Haha guess I am too bored to be pondering all these... It's fun though, thinking about why you will do it this and not that way.


And the reason, I realised, couldn't be any simpler...



No matter how much I hate History, I need memories...



I need memories to remind me how much I have grown, I need memories to reaffirm decisions that I have made back in the past, I need memories to help me decide the correct path to go on, and I definitely need memories to guide my kids, grandchildren and great grandchildren in the future!

Memories are what made me the way I am now!




Phew. Glad that none of ME in any day of History decided I don't need memories anymore. Thanks to that pony-tailed Sandy in 1997 who slept through History class! THANK YOU.



To the future Sandys, I am glad to be part of your growing up memories! You are the best today! Look forward to tomorrow too, cos' you won't wanna miss a better you!



And hey kid, stop laughing at your mommy. She was a really solid babe to be writing all these down and showing you right now. Learn from her will ya!

Angelina Jolie - Changeling

I am sooo in awe of this super woman!!! Damn! I SO WANNA BE HER! hahahahaha sigh.

Check my prev admiration post of her here.

Gonna catch this Changeling movie!!! She's so blardy good in acting! I want I want! *sobs*



Changeling's Premiere





Changeling - Trailer

周杰伦 - 说好的幸福呢

Also currently playing in my new 'Current ★ Songs' playlist, Jay Chou has once again created a song out to make me cry.

The previous song I cried to was 搁浅 in Kbox. Jiayi has since been unable to forget my crying ordeal while Tak Yee cried together with me WAHAHA.

This song is gonna be out together with 10 others in his latest album, 魔杰座 (Capricorn). Being 'very supportive', I've heard all the songs and I can only say it is a must-buy album rated at 4.5/5 Sandeestars.

And as for this favorite song of mine in the album, I give it full marks.



说好的幸福呢
5/5 Sandeestars



你的绘画凌乱着 在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽 甜蜜散落了
继续莫名的拉扯 我还爱你呢
但你断断续续唱着歌 假作没事了
时间过了 走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
离开时的不快乐
你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这 真的痛了

怎么了 你累了 说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了 爱淡了 梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻 我都还记得
你不等了 说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了 放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着 要怎么停呢

Diesel XXX Viral 'Porn' Ad

Wahahahahahahahaha amazing marketing! Now don't say you weren't turned on by it!!!

5/5 Sandeestars!

Google Street View Car in Singapore!

Via CNET,
"In any case, watch what you do or where you go, Singapore--Google is watching."