/ Thursday, September 10, 2009 /
Destiny had a good time playing me.

It found me guys from all walks of life to occupy the emotional side of me, to fill up all my time making me happy or sad, then watched how I end differently with every guy. I am very sure it would laugh at me whenever I cried devastatingly for one guy and within a blink of an eye, I got together with another.

These had been going on for a decade, I recalled today.

Why, must I really succumb to it for another decade? I don't wish to waste anymore time and emotions. Why can't I find someone I can settle down once and for all? I've got friends my age married already. They may or may not be happy being tied down at an early age, I don't know. I used to ponder, 28 years old should be just right for marriage, and so at 25 years old, the girl must set her heart on the 'right one' already.

And I did.

It's sad. Destiny didn't let me have my way, yet again. I had enough... After ten years of going in the loop, the words which I have always been acting ignorant about just came out of my mouth by themselves,

"我不适合谈恋爱!"



DESTINY, FUCK OFF!
 
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