I've been thinking a lot lately. About friends and life. About work and future. It dawned on me that I've not been a sincerely caring person to people around me. It is no wonder I get the same treatment back from them.
I appreciate my love for tolerating with my temper. It's my luck to have met such a nice guy in my life. Without his constant encouragement and love, being the fragile me, I wouldn't know what will become of me. I'm not afraid to declare he's the love of my life because that's the truth. Whatever happens in the future, nothing can change this fact.
Many things have been going on in my head. Some days I whine to my love, other days I kept them to myself and tried to forget. They're mostly the same stuffs looping and stirring my emotions every day.
I appear really carefree to most people. It's tiring. I am not. I totally am not carefree. I mind a lot of things but I have to act like I don't. Maybe it's my bad brain being over active. But I AM NOT OK.
2 comments:
I get what you mean... apply same to me... alot of times i just wanna be my true self... you aren't alone :)
takyee~
yeap i understand everyone has their own set of inner thoughts about things they mind. I just thought mine's really unhealthy. You are doing really good being yourself actually. Maybe not completely, but definitely better than me.
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