GUILT

morning to myself...dunno why suddenly feel guilt-stricken when i open my eyes this morning. i regret telling so many ppl abt how happy i was yesterday. although i know i told them cos i wanna share my joy with them, i cant stop myself from thinking i was too proud le.

i always have this mindset that once i tell too many ppl about something that is happy, that something will be taken away from me...i dun want....i dun want happiness to leave me......sob sob...very scary hor.......